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Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 6:12 PM

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And I thought, God, he must be good,
If we've all gone through him,
One at a time, each of us warning the other
In some jealous fit of self-righteousness
Disguised as protection or advice or admonition
About everything we knew before we experienced it.
And I thought, God, this kid is good,
Because we still know his name,
And he snared everyone, everyone!
And I alone sidestepped his invitations,
Each little plea, each little question, each outstretched hand;
I regretted it, missed the pale palm, missed the wide eyes. (Blue. Green? Blue.)
I alone was most perceptibly untainted by him –
And I alone carry him with me.
God, he must have been amazing in some way
(I forget now)
To get us all, us tight-knit girls,
And have us chomping at the bits of envy and lust;
He must have been good
For me to care enough to spare him his final conquering.



update 11/9
thanks for the DLD on "Occurrence at a Certain Bridge" [link]
:heart:



well, I need to post something better.

I do have a figure drawing class, and art III at my high school. that's about it.
I've been writing a book and its a selfish little habit.
I've been swamped with schoolwork that I love to slack on.

A million and ten things have changed since August.

I'll probably get a year subscription for Christmas.
(And art supplies, and a new phone, and a down blanket.)

I need to stop doing everything so half-heartedly, half-assed, half-finished.
I need to stop being mediocre.

I need to read some stuff, draw some stuff, do some college stuff, make some money, get my license, plan a life.

:heart::heart:
in the three minutes i took to write this journal, i got two pageviews.
Haha, thanks for making me feel better about myself :aww:

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  • Current Residence: New England
  • Interests: life, art, literature, the world & everything beyond it.
  • Favourite movie: The Labyrinth, The Princess Bride, Stand By Me, Hocus Pocus.
  • Favourite band or musician: David Bowie
  • Favourite artist: Brian Froud.... So many. Too many.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Rod Serling. Anne Rice.
  • Favourite style of art: all, mostly traditional and digital drawings/paintings.
  • Favourite game: Kirby Superstar.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Schmendrick the Magician. (from The Last Unicorn)

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~ArcaneAutumn 5 days 18 hours ago
I'm sorry I didn't find your writing sooner. You write beautiful beautiful art. :D

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~Maneb-Sahlah 6 days 17 hours ago
Thank you for the fav :rose:

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=IsaiahS Nov 6, 2009, 1:59:00 AM
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Yo :wave:,

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:iconcheerplz::iconrainbowwaveplz1::iconrainbowwaveplz2::iconrainbowwaveplz3:
:iconcarameldansenplz:thanx alot for the :+devwatch::iconsomeconfettiplz::iconsecrethandshakeplz2::iconyourocksonicplz:

I really appreciate it
:icontardglompplz::D :la::clap::iconredbullglompplz::iconsheiscuteplz::love::flirty::iconoctopusglomp:

-Isaiah
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:steaming::sarcasm::thanks::no::nirvana::constipated::dead::nod::hmm::giggle::disbelief::giggle:

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~davemetlesits Sep 17, 2009, 3:01:57 PM
Thank you for the fav!

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*maggymay Sep 13, 2009, 9:27:40 AM
:rose: thanks for your fav! :bow:
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